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None, quite clearly. O_o; And there’s a reason for that. Yes, yes there is. I’m quitting DA. \8D/ Maybe not forever. But at least for awhile.

( I warn you all. Extreme language below. I don’t wanna get screwed over cause your five year old sibling is sitting next to you as you read this. >>; )

Not only do I feel like my artist ability is failing me at the moment (it does that sometimes, I hate it. ;___; It means I’m not good enough yet.) I just don’t want to come here anymore. Nothing against all my friends, you know I love you. It just bothers me to sign on and be… bothered. Not that I mind being made out to be a heartless bitch. In fact, I really… like it. Seriously. I guess it’s cause I know I have people who love me. So… I don’t care what I’m made out to be. I know what I am. My friends know what I am. I may act heartless and cold, but it’s all in the description, isn’t it? People expect it from me. Can’t let them down, after all. I love my reputation. A complete asshole. That’s me. Hell yeah.
And no, I’m not being sarcastic. I swear, I’m saying this in all seriousness. Cause it’s fuckin’ true.
I like being me again. Most of all, I’m glad that I have my Little Lolita to root me on. It’s great not having to be criticized for everything I do. I’m happy not hearing, “You’re slow.” Or something about reading a dumb book to be more “girly”. Support your man. Let him know he’s superior. Fuck all that shit. Women that are like that need to open their damn eyes. It’s fucking restricting. This isn’t fucking 1900. It’s 2006. I’m never doing that again. I’m a tomboy. Always have been. Playing girly didn’t work out too nicely for me. And I don’t plan to do it again. I’m rude, even annoying at times if I want to be. I’m short tempered; I get mad at the drop of a hat. But I get over it. And sometimes I even feel guilty. Truth is, I’m an asshole most of the time… and I love it. I love me. And hell, it sounds stupid, but fuck. It feels great. I don’t care what people think of me. If they have a problem with me, that’s their problem. Not mine. I’m just livin’. And it feels great. Yeah, maybe I’m boasting, but that’s another thing I love doing. I have confidence now. I like showing off. So fuck all you others who don’t like that.
I’m never allowing myself to be tied down by something as stupid as an unneeded emotion. At least it’s unneeded to me. I don’t need someone to love me to feel good. It’s… nice, but I’m happy just on my own. Some people just can’t understand that. Love only fucks you over in the end anyway. I’m sure there’s a few of you out there that can vouch for that. Relationships suck. They’re stupid. :B Completely overrated, I’ll tell you that. Just get what you want out of it and get the hell out. That’s how I like to look at it now. (Only not exactly, cause there’s another side to everything I say. I’m just that cool.)
Anyway. I’m done with this stupid drama. So I’m outta here for awhile. Oh, and be careful. Next time I just might get your little dog too. DX<

… I’ve been dying to say that for a couple days. Bye guys. Oh, and don't bother commenting, I probably won't come back to reply.